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The Artist

I am Genesis Bermudez
I am 16 years of age
I live in 'gate
Im a short ass at 5'5ish =( and i wear 9 yr olds clothes )
I love my friends
I either love girls that dont like me or ones that are too good for me
Ive been arrested once and unarrested once

I'm the guy your parents tell you not to go around with.
[THE BAD INFLUENCE]
The Judged, Misunderstood and Mistaken.

Watashi no namae wa Gen-chan desu. Dozo yoroshiku :)

I am emo , I'm not a scene kid. Okay?
And I'm not a fucking Anti-Christ you dorks.

Think of me as the good samaritan with the bad intentions.
I'm cold blooded but warm hearted.
I'm a puzzle you wont put together and a riddle you wont solve. Unless i grant you access to my world.
I'm not a copy of an imitation. I am the imitated. I have many qualities some good. Some bad. But either way they are my own.
I value my mind more than anything.
I respect myself more than anyone.
I believe nothing of what i hear and only half of what i see.
I like to think alot. Alot more than whats like to be thought of as normal.
I have an independent mind and a strong heart.
I'm not hopeful and I don't believe.
I don't like to hand myself out to people.
If it's my trust you want then you have to earn it.
I no doubt look like a bitch but i'm actually the most genuine person you could get to know.
I'm brutally honest and extreamly blunt.
I'm good with advice and easy to talk to.
I've expirienced, seen and heard more than you could possibly imagine.
I have 0 regrets.
I'm bilingual. (filipino/english).
I don't follow trends. I'm very much my own person.
I don't really prefer one sex over another as i'm not really fond of the human race in general.
I am creative, artistic, complex, stubborn, and intelligent.
I'm not easily manipulated or walked upon.
I don't follow orders and i go by my own rules.
I'm very opinionated and not afraid to share my views and thoughts on things.
My biggest fault is living in the past.
I don't have much need for blood relations.
My friends are my family.
I love extreme fun anything that gives adrenaline rushes.
I have a big taste for danger. They say "Curiosity killed the cat".
I'm a rabid music fan.
I'm 5.4 in height. F.A.T in weight.
I don't care for peoples opinions of me. So don't waste your time talking shit on me.
I do not hate life. I do not think it suck's either.
::LIFE DOES NOT SUCK, PEOPLE JUST SUCK AT LIFE!::
^^It's the truth, believe it.^^
I HATE the word 'Perfection' and i hate how everyone craves to be it.
I have flaws and they are what make me who i am. I wouldn't change them for anything.
I have a short fuse.
I hate small talk. It bores me.
I get bored of people easily.
I love photography, strange art and cats.
I aspire to be a vampire.
I have many ideas and plans but i lack the motivation.
I write alot, prose, poetry, thoughts.
I like to travel.
It's hard to find people that are on the same wave length as me.
I like people who make me laugh.
I love to draw.
I enjoy being enlightened and intrigued.
If you happen to cross my path then talk to me. I don't bite and i'm not arogant.
Some people find me intimidating or threatening, trust me i'm not. I say take a risk.
I give pretty much everyone a chance. If you screw it up it's your problem.

That's pretty much all you need to know. You THINK you know but you have no idea, please don't judge me from my profile

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

I am who I am,,, am I?

I'm quite the opposite of outgoing.
I'm single and trying to be happy.
i am a bit frustrated at this point of my life.
i want to achieve something,
have a name of my own,
and be known by my abilities as early as now.
but things just don't happen your way all the time.
so now, I'm just waiting for His decisions.

I'm always a dreamer.
i have big ambitions for myself.
i can say that i have little achievements already.
but so little i still couldn't swallow it.

I'm vain(the pride one and the insecure one),
conceited(sometimes),
selfish and narcissistic.

I'm a little bit more than an average teenage boy.
people say I'm a spoiled brat. nah.. believe it or not, i really am not.

i easily fall in love. really... :)
what can make me fall? uhmmm.. simple.
+if that person can make me feel special most of the time
+if that person can comprehend with all of my thoughts and emotions
+if that person doesn't easily gives up
+if that person finds time for me whenever i need his/her presence and will prioritize me above all (i love myself and boy wouldn't i love being the center of any one's life)

i live my life by other people's words.
i am so affected by what others say about me.
because,
how can i walk proudly on the street when people i pass by will laugh at my flaws?
sure there are a lot of people who finds happiness on other people's imperfections. it's practical not to let crazy things happen. i have this word 'pride' in me. :)

0 Comments:

la-li ho

how soon is now?